I dunno if its a good or bad thing but when i face a lot of the obstacles that I am currently having in my life now, I constantly compare them with the times that I tried to kill myself, or that unforgettable experience in a class C mental ward. I tell myself that its not a big deal, because I have survived the worst and am still here today so nothing would ever be as bad. I wonder if this is a reason that is keeping me back from improving in a lot of areas in my life right now because I stopped wanting more. I am grateful and satisfied with all that I have and I just don’t have the heart or the fight to keep wanting more from life.
I cannot decide if this is a good or bad thing.
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