I have not been writing for such a long time that I am not sure if i am still able to translate complex thoughts into words, or if I even have complex thoughts to speak of anymore. I’m in this place in my life now where I stopped expecting, hoping or dreaming. I am not sad, just maybe that I have become a little more cynical without realization. Its a feeling of settled and a feeling of void at the same time.
It would be nice if i could find back that dreamer in me again when i fought for what I wanted with such zeal and determination instead of just letting life tug me along wherever it wants me to go.
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